back at home

i break my record 

driving at 190km 

but that wasnt on purpose

i was fast but 

the road was too clear 

and plus plus

it was a down hill

haha justifying my wrong

sorry 

i came back home smiling

i came back with a new mind set

refresh and ready to go again

im tired now

wanna nap for a while

stay tune.. 

my friends

they joke like theres tomorrow 

thanks guys for always temaning me

n tahaning my annoyance :) 

 

为什么在乎？

我觉得他没有必要解释

跟你解释

因该是我自己在烦恼

所以想太多

同伴谢啦！ 

你呢

难道是我自私？

难道是我在这里太久

你明知道我要回去了

但你还是留下

难道是我自私

找一个人来陪我

然后离开我

是真的

我了情人

朋友肯定忘

谢谢你

你

谢谢你给我的安全感

在我需要的时候

对我好

紧张的时候

劝告我

叫我要稳定

不知道为什么你好了解我

我很感恩

我很感谢

我说过了再说一遍

你是世界上最好的人

短短几个礼拜的话 

就学了好多

你一点也不想年轻我两岁的人

充满智慧于乐趣

谢啦 朋友 这次上来 真的很开心

也谢谢你

让我忘他一下 

被人关心感觉好好

世界突然觉得很充满

我充电了

我不会放弃的！

被关心的感觉真的太好了

可是我也需要学关心别人

从满笑容的日子

不要结束那么快

big fish

today last day 

tomorrow game day

i thought being with people is what i need

but actually it was being alone

this pressure is too big 

no words can tune it down 

 

im going to bed crying tonight 

prolly i tired myself to sleep 

good night ayu 

u will be fine tomorrow 

worried but not allowed

im worried 

im worried

im worried 

i know chanting that im worried 

wont make it go away 

or neither will it be lesser 

i felt that i have no place or a stand to worry 

issit because of what i told u? 

should i have kept it to myself

people do say ignorance is a bliss 

i dislike knowing things from a third party 

but thats the only way 

i have no place nor a stand remember?

the boat that sailed away 

because i forgot to rail the anchor 

grateful

this is a grateful feeling

blessed n loved 

sandy beach

i hate this feeling 

is it me being selfish again

is it me being arrogant again

i really hate being told to do or not to do 

people are always putting themselves first 

me too nonetheless 

me here silently hating how i feel 

becuase my words arent strong 

i will just lose at the end